Friday, March 10, 2006

torture.

I admit that I used to have no life when i was in sec 4.
Life was so stressful.
Every minute spent doing what i enjoyed was like a waste of time.
I used to procrastinate till I realized that there was not much time left.
After school, friends asked me out even for lunch or to catch a show, i simply said i was tired.
I went home and started revising till the sky turns dark.
Studying till 1am can kill.
I envy those sleeping soundly at that time.
I just wished to put everthing down and sleep .
But i cant afford to do that.
During the SYF period,i refused to go for practices.
It was a waste of time though I enjoy playing with the group.
And the teachers in charge kept asking me to go back.
And she said , "If those in RI could juggle both cca and studies, why cant you?"
Comparing me with those RI people?
I wanted to say that i needed to study maybe a hundred time more to get the same result as them which is impossible.
Every night is a torture.

Now i understand what my juniors are going through.

Taggy